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    Psalms 37:4-7
    'Take delight in the Lord and He will give you your heart's desires. Commit everything you do to the Lord, trust Him and He will help you. Be still in the presence of the Lord and wait patiently for Him to act'

    ♥desiderio domini


    Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 6:10 PM

    i remember i wanted to upload this during the day the sun stood still sermon.
    and i didnt.
    and so thats for how long i did not update.
    its not that i dont have anything to update about.
    its just that i dont know how to go about posting it.
    my sun stood still moment hasn't come yet.
    in fact, it seems as if i'm getting further and further away from it.
    no one else to take the blame except myself.
    haha, laugh at myself to sleep.

    ♥desiderio domini


    what happens.?
    Saturday, October 31, 2009, 11:45 AM
    hmm.
    what happens when you found out things you do not wanna know about.?
    what happens when you realise that what is going to happen might not be something that you agree fully with.?
    what happens when you wanna help but you dont know how to go about doing so.?
    what happens when you're unhappy but you cant say it out.

    what happens.?
    when you feel stucked but no one cares.?



    well, eat grass.
    dont wanna think so much.

    ♥desiderio domini


    right here, right now
    Saturday, October 24, 2009, 10:28 PM












    this is all that is left.
    for now.



    Isaiah 40:31 :
    but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.


    ♥desiderio domini


    post birthday
    Monday, October 19, 2009, 9:32 AM













    sometimes, i like simplicity
    hello everyone.
    okay, i know i havent been updating for what seems like centuries.
    and i wonder if anybody still reads this.

    one day after my birthday, but i really still dont feel 20th. ):
    hopefully, it sinks in.
    and cross your fingers that i'll behave more "adult-ish"
    but i guess not since i'm really very selective of who i show my "adult-ish" side to.
    so be contented with the mella childish side.

    i have to admit.
    this wasn't one of my best birthdays, in fact, i was quite disappointed at some point.
    but on second thoughts, i realised that all this taught me to practice what i preach.
    i've always said.
    it is important to look at small joys as well as big joys.
    but this time, even i myself kept wanting something BIG and joyous.
    well, but i didn't have something BIG but nonetheless, it was joyous.
    keeping things simple.
    and it helped me to know who really loves me for who i am and
    who's just saying it w/o meaning it.
    this means alot to me. (:

    and now that i've known,
    i guess i wont be so nice anymore.
    since we're all selfish afterall.
    too bad, you've had your chance.
    just joking, im not this kind of person.
    everyone, have a good day ahead. (:
    birthday verse:
    Ecclesiates 11:9
    Young people, it’s wonderful to be young!
    Enjoy every minute of it.
    Do everything you want to do; take it all in.
    But remember that you must give an account to God for everything you do.

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    ♥desiderio domini


    Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 9:09 PM


    Proverbs 17:9
    Love prospers when a fault is forgiven,
    but dwelling on it separates close friends.


    i will bear this in mind and love every single one of you.
    enough said.
    i shd be studying for my paper tmr.


    nagging worry.
    im turning 20, oh crap. ):

    ♥desiderio domini


    im back, so is blogger. (:
    Sunday, September 20, 2009, 12:31 PM
    the one thing i ask, is to be with You.













    wow. its beeen sooo long.
    i am really enjoying myself in school.
    studying about psychology, the developmental stage of children.
    its really very interesting.
    helps me to understand alot of things better too.
    i am studying till the 4th dec.
    so its like 0900-1630 everyday.
    but im really excited for all the modules.

    i think i've change alot over the few weeks.
    and i know there are ppl who are judging me cos of my changes.
    but i really cannot be bothered with this ppl because God will judge them.

    yesterday i was reading Proverbs 14.
    this was what came to me.

    Proverbs 14:13
    Laughter can conceal a heavy heart, but when the laughter ends, the grief remains.

    yes, i do know its common sense.
    but how many of us really understand what this verse means.?
    when i read it i was like "wahh, jia lat, thats what i always do, laugh laugh laugh but the pain is still there."
    do you know how sad it is to laugh only to snap back into reality with the pain.?

    then it was until this morning that i realise what God was trying to tell me.
    that is i can laugh it off, but the grief is there.
    i need to let go of the pain, bitterness and let Him take charge of it.
    to let go of my heavy heart.





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    upstairs, downstairs.
    Thursday, September 10, 2009, 7:44 PM
    Sin is like a staircase that spirals down to a tunnel.

    If I was stuck in a place, center of a building with only staircases and no lifts.
    I think I will not hesistate much to going down instead of UP. haha.
    IMO, going down the stairs is always so much easier than going up the stairs.
    little to no effort needed when you go down, and its so much faster.
    but imagine if going down all the wway and you meet a dead end, OH MAN.
    you gotta climb all the way back up again for the way out.

    to me right now,
    sin is the same thing.
    it always seems so easy to stumble into it, and go on doing it
    only to draw the same conclusion at the end of the day which is its temporal joy and leads you to nowhere.

    so the next time im stucked, im gonna put in more effort to think about only going up.



    anyway, that was a spontaneous thought yesterday.
    yes, i was sinning.
    then God straight away put a spiral staircase going downwards image in my mind.
    yes, i totally got the idea.

    yesterday, was also the day that God use me in a totally dramatic way.
    i dont know why. i guess He's asking me not to rationalise too much.

    anyway's sch starting in a week.
    everyday, 0900hours-1600hours.

    GRACIOUS. hope i dont slp in class. ):